Trying Times-The 80s

This Song is For BA  

You Know Who You Are ...

The Reason (Hoobastank)

Angy 

(Rolling Stones)

Heart Of The Matter

 

The 80s! 

 

Please enjoy the following playlist 

and how it relates to the times of my former wife's and my life…These songs all have very special meanings!

 

Pre-Prison (Playlist):

The 1980s were a wonderful and very dark and trying period for me.   I fell in love.   I got married.   I had two beautiful baby girls...

 

I Got heavily into cocaine and became an alcoholic and drug abuser.   My then wife and I both used cocaine--her, not nearly to the extent of me.   I don’t think she ever really knew quite how bad I had gotten involved in the whole cocaine scene. 

Without going into details...we both paid dearly for the lifestyle.   We both paid a heavy price for that lifestyle--which I truly feel terrible for her part--  and we both took responsibility for the outcome(s).  

I don't believe either one of us --or anyone for that matter--could explain what happened and why.   I paid a heavy price and continue to pay everyday, as I am sure my former wife did and does as well.   Although, we both were responsible --in our own ways-- for what happened, I truly feel sorry for her and regret never  being able to tell her just how sorry I am everything happened the way it did.  

I really loved her and will always have a very, very,  special place in my heart for her.  

I hope those of you reading this blog will enjoy the sampling of music we listened to at the time